Board Thread:General Mod Discussion/@comment-26065088-20160702110357/@comment-26127220-20160702125544

Gentlemen please.

I am well aware that the podcast wasn't of any quality. But this was just rude and insulting to me as content creator.

Please bare in mind that behind everything still a human being is at work. I had to swiftly plan a podcast because the fans asked for one and I wanted to deliver. But the recording system, the platform on which it was presented and the front-end of the stream were all new to me. I am no pro-streamer, in fact I am probably the lowest tier of streamers and content creators in general. But that does not mean I do not have any emotions. I didn't like the audio being off, I didn't like the screen freezing. But I really didn't know how to solve it at the time.

Instead of calling my favor the worst ever, perhaps show some gratitude to the fact I tried to deliver something for you guys to please you. I am not asking for praise every time I upload something, I know it has flaws. But some respect is in place. Comments and critics ofcourse need to exist and should help me improve my work, but what this was, was mean. A little more consideration to what I tried to do for you guys would be more welcome because if this was anything, it was demotivating.

I would make it up to you by giving you more videos on Beta 29, but I a swarmed in work. I was swarmed in work when I did that podcast aswell. It was a favor for those who wished to see something new, and it was me trying out something I had no chance to prepare or practice. So I am sorry if it wasn't to your liking. Maybe next time please think about what you are saying before stating "It was an absolutely terrible modcast". I'm trying here aswell.

There isn't anything more that I can say. Please be just a little bit more thankful for the things I tried to do. So it didn't work out as any of us had hoped. But somewhere I can't help but feel like you guys expect me to somehow perform like those who do this for a living. I do this for a hobby. I did this for a favor. Not for money, not for presentation or fame.

I try to contribute to this community in my own way. If that isn't to your liking, no need to insult me or my work.

I hope you guys understand.

PS. The wikia isn't unknown to uncalled for critique and comments that weren't really thought through and came across as harsh to the Mod-team or others. But I hope this message comes through a bit to improve the community overall <3.